Sometimes I don't feel like I deserve what I have. My hubby for instance.
I'm sure I'm not an easy person to be married to. I think I am a lazy, forgetful, selfish slob who has a terrible spending habit.
Yesterday, for example. I accidentally took his car keys with me to work. He had to get a ride from a coworker. Then I forgot to bring home his special order laminate which he needs in order to finish a product for one of his customers. When I got home, I threw a load of my clothes in the wash & left a note asking him to please put them in the dryer, since I was going to be sleeping (have to sleep at SOME point in between the 2 jobs). He did. I love him. Then he preheated the oven to make pizza for dinner & discovered potatoes I had baked & forgotten - now burned. What a day. After all that, you'd think he'd be mad at me, expect him to be annoyed at least. But on my way out the door, off to work, he hugged & kissed me goodnight & goodbye & told me he had put gas in my car while I was sleeping. Yep. I cried on the way to work. I don't deserve this sweetheart of a man. I don't tell him often enough "thank you" or "I love you"......but I do, with all my heart.
